Mahjong. I like Mahjong. Exercises my brains, speed up my thinking process.

I'm not doing well at work, will not dwell too much on this. When i'm reflecting about work, his words and advices rings in my ears. When i think abt his words, i feel more pressurized. Pressure can make people charge forward OR retreat backwards, so which WAY to GO now?

I know i can become one of the top too, just like him. I'll take a longer time but how long can i carry on before i rise to be the top? My threshold for stress is high but depends on what type of pressure it is. Different work faces different pressure.

Things are not working out well. I know i should do something to make things better, change, change & change, just do it, just do it & JUST DO IT! No point indulging in my own self-pity. But i dun wan change some things. I just dun wan to change. That is just me!

Not change, rather improve on the current me. Improve, improve & improve!

I love the stubborn me sometimes, is this stubborness that made me stand by my principles. but hate the stubborn me too, coz sometimes being stubborn does not help at all!