I nearly turn a happie gathering into a depressing one... Ignorance is not bliss all time, sometimes knowing the truth helps your situation better. i'm stressed abt exams, i have no idea how to study finanical planning, but i've never felt this happie for so long. The gathering. Meeting a new friend whom feeels like an old friend. The meals, the short stay together, the crazy snapping of photos... I know i'm very lucky & blessed. Thank you God.

Some things in life, u dun've to try that hard or dun even have to try, it comes naturally.

This is the first time i blown up at my friend but is conflicts like that that help the problem and strengthens the friendship. Being a middle person is not easy...it can be very frustrating...

Is only a few days, but seem like a few yrs, so much happened. Learn a lot from others, so many thoughts in my head, all in bits & pieces...

test of man and woman...

there's a saying that... the ultimate test of finding a good woman is whether she would go through thick and thin with her man despite riches or poor...

and also... the ultimate test of finding a good man is how he is when he gets rich...

It takes a lot to show care & concern for pple, not juz by words but by actions. Actions speak louder than words. so...

Is really easy to NOT to care about some1 than to CARE for some1. But what if the person is one you love for 1,2 years, 5 yrs or even longer? How to let go of some1 you've loved for 5 yrs? Any idea? How NOT to care? One way and probably the best way is: Keep yourself occupied with things. There are a lot of things u can do. Take up courses u like, learn a new language, do voluntary work, work, clubbing, ktv, gambling, mah jong... What else? Avoiding? Keep away things that remind u of the him/her. Avoiding certain places. Avoiding the person? All these sure help but at the back of your mind, u still think of the him or her.

I'm not in love, i feel fortunate that i'm not my fren who is facing this problem. Is takes a lot to forget the someone you love for so long. My fren said she wants to be like me. She thinks that i've no BIG problems, so carefree. Yes the simple-minded and innocent me. A simple life is what i want. A simple life is what that makes me happy. Then how do u define happiness? Everyone has their own definition of what makes up success & happiness. I used to say i want to be a farmer slogging in the orchard plantation or herding sheeps when i lamented abt the stressful exams. Pple scold me crazy. Now i've this thought of being a farmer again. Even if i want to own a beautiful orchard plantation in australia or new zealand, i need capital! Scold me unrealistic, but dreams no matter what kind, is what that makes pple hopeful.

Or perhaps, i juz need pple to wake me up from my dream...

These days i seldom blog coz i've nothing to say, rather lazy also. I didnt upgrade or reformat my computer for like 2yrs+. It's already slow & have some problems, i wonder which day it will break down, need to do back up data asap.

My good friend, went overseas to study 3yrs ago, is back in Spore for short vacation. I wish that I can keep her company every day but exams are here and my time management sucks.

Hey chor h, *sorry. Eileen sure can handle you. haha.

Is already very late but i am not feeling tired at all coz i slept the whole afternoon!!! I was suppose to do my com law assignment today. I juz didnt feel like doing. I need to be more self-disciplined. I wont be blogging as often as exams are around the corner and i'm getting lazy to blog. Might juz close down my blog one day.