Life is nothing but one word boring. Jobs are so hard to find. Who is going to employ me only for one month? I *wish. Is probably good i can spend time upgrading myself. haha. Suppose to read finish this novel call "The Last Juror" by John Grisham but the story is still "dangling" there. I dun really read, juz that i want to spend some time reading and absorb knowledge from reading. Actually i think reading needs discipline, sitting there, like immerse in your own world, following the events in the novel. I prefer detective or mystery type of stories. Most of John Grisham books are detective like stories brought to the courts. He used to be a lawyer.

Looking forward to brother's wedding dinner this sat in malaysia. yeah. Coz most of my paternal relatives are there. M'sia cheap & nice foood. wah haha. I really am putting on weight & FATS!!!

Ok gtg for now... wat else but watch tv at home?

Received the phone bill today and i got reprimanded by my parents. The home line bill is $60+ for the month of april. Because i made one call to NKF during one of the charity shows. I thought they stated clearly one phone call is a $5 donation. How come the bill says $43.20??? Had a shock. My parents told me they had a friend who had the same experience a few yrs back. They take more from you (per call) than what they claimed on the tv. Dad says is a lesson learnt with money spent. Going to get to the bottom of the truth.

I juz check out the website, there're 4 different numbers for different amt of donation. And the no. i called is an 8-line call which amounts up to $43.20! OMG! A warning to all who wants to make charity telepoll calls: Better be sure of amount u're donating before calling.

I know that is not any1 fault that the chalet has to be cancelled. and I appreciate the efforts of those who helped to organise and find pple to go, i understand that it can be very frustrating. Put yourself in other pple shoes, when u are the one who booked & paid for the place OR u're the one trying to organise some event, and pple tell u they dun wan to go in the end. How would u feel? If i say i'm not pissed, then i'm lying. Well there's no point in "forcing" pple to go juz for the sake of getting back the money. I just hope such things will not happen again.

Read jinny blog... and i want to emphasize on this again, There's NO ugly woman there's only lazy woman. yeah :)

Dressing up nicely, making yourself look good gives one more confidence. At least it makes me more confident provided i'm in the mood to dress nicely. ha. No one can be perfect in this world but can try to be your best. Be the best you can be. And be almost perfect? I've the sudden urge to want to be perfect. No doubt, character is still what that makes up a person. I hate to admit that looks are important. It is not? With all the what beauty salons, slimming centres, it seems like they're conveying the message that "Looks are very important". I really admire those with good complexion. I wan to look better without those bumps on my face. I know i'm fated to face this problem. Pple are bound to have problems. To those who will and probaly never have any major problems OR misery in life, you're very blessed & lucky. Till now, i am. i should complain less & be grateful. There is something that i wan to do yet i've been draggin for yrs coz is quite expensive, that is putting braces. Seeing a dentist can cost more than seeing a doctor. Shall see what i can do abt it...

There are so many things i wan to do... travelling, shopping... Nowadays i just wan to take aeroplane!! I havent take aeroplane for 3 yrs!!! 3 yrs passed so fast... Dun've to be commercial flights. I wan to travel on helicopter or other kind of planes. ha. I do've some sort of obsession with planes, putting aside the heavy responsibilities of being a pilot, i think flying an aeroplane represents the freedom of flying like a bird...