Shall not blog about this, i feel better now.
MASKS
People wear different masks. Wear mask to protect themselves. Wear different mask when they meet different people.
Mostly importantly is removing that certain mask when you need to. No point putting up a strong front all the time when you are really tired and unhappy. Don't be too hard on yourself. Revealing the weak and soft side to people that you trust is a beautiful mask itself as that is the most trueful you.