It has been a long time since i last blog. As blogspot requires me to sign in with Gmail which i refused to register a gmail account.

I was reading Stanley blog and suddenly the urge to blog came back.

I dun even know where to start from. I shall not dwell on the past and try to blog things that are happening to me right at this time. I will be writing whatever that comes to my mind first, and friends who know me know i can be quite random. Out of the blue, i will change topics and talk about different things.

I have stepped into the working society, still adapting and learning. Life is really not easy. I must thank God for giving me a good Boss and good colleagues and also a friend at work. I have heard people say is hard to find true friends at work, colleagues are colleagues, friends are friends. My girlfriend advised me that is not good to be too close to them.

The vicious cycle is happening to me again. Things were going on quite well but some form of barriers came in between. I wasn't satisfied with the status quo. The eager to rush things really can kill, only the slow and steady can win this game. Now is all too late. Perhaps i might never have another chance to even race slowly in this game. Now i dun wan to win, i just want to salvage whatever i can.

Learning how to appreciate things at its current status, learning how to be contented is a skill that everyone must learn. I am always a easily contented person but i wondered what happened to me this time, too blinded by the worldly things. The root of the problem is actually me, leaving only myself to bear all the consequences.

Friends and family are really important to me. When i am tired of life, i think of them. When i really want to quit this job, i think of my parents. When i feel i'm alone to face things, i think of my friends. THEY are MY source of STRENGTH. Have I lost this most valuable friendship? I *pray to God that i still can find it back. My source of strength to continue in life facing all kinds of obstacles ahead.