Unknown mistakes in life.
Have u ever lost a something important and found it back? Or nearly lost this something. Have u realised you made a mistake only after years?

I never knew that i was wrong. Found out my mistake years later. I only found out my mistake recently when i so happen talked abt it. I am glad that this mistake did not cause me to lose a good friend. I nearly lost a good friend. I found her back. Thank God.

Mistakes. Unknown mistakes in life. You just never thought that u're wrong or u could be the one at fault. Don't find excuses for yourself. At that point of time I did not reflect upon myself. Human beings can so easily find fault with others without asking themselves FIRST - "Did i do anything wrong?"

忍耐 Tolerate.
To my sim classmates, 2 words for all of us, 忍耐 ren3 nai4！I was told that this is not a suitable course for me so i am not getting the grades that i should be getting. I dun want to question myself again! I just want to do well. 我只想说 忍耐！

Unanswered questions in life will find their own answers later..perhaps...

Pch is sleeping... whenever she is back in s'pore, she will get me thinking abt some things with all her talks and perceptions of how life should be lived... @#$%&^*!!!!

I finally knew why. Found the answer. To the question that I have been asking myself. I finally knew why. I didn't purposely go and find the answer. I reckon i dun like to purposely look for answers. It just came when i talked to my friend. Now that i know why, it doesn't help at all. I should have known it earlier. I did. subconsciously. I am accepting it now. I should snap out of it. Snap out of my dream.

Its already freaking late... but i am sitting here staring into the black space and thinking abt the possibilties that are all just a dream. People will scold me crazy. Yes it is. I am questioning myself again.

I am fine. My is just a silly problem and wishful dream. thats all. I just need to snap out of it. My friend is back for a short vacation, so these few days its orchard, orchard and orchard. I cant take it anymore!!! haha.

What's next now? Stop thinking so much. Sleep lesser. Developed brains dun have to sleep that much. That is why babies sleep, sleep & sleep...

Good night.