Ignorance is bliss. Some things are better not to be known. I wish I never knew this. Now i'm facing the worst consequences ALONE. With NO friends at all to go through this with me. I used to have Lauren.

Tired, yet I CAN'T let things hit me DOWN. A mix of False front. Pretence. Being Strong. Determined are what i'm now.

I want to go beserk, flare up, throw temper, or any action that can let my anger OUT, so people can mind their own business. But between ignoring and disturbing, i prefer the latter from him. Has it finally come to the state that we are not friends? Betrayal came to my mind first...

Friends also ACCEPT you for WHO YOU ARE.