Complain queen is here again. I really hate my hair now. piece of shit. argh. Long, messy, thin, bald. Hair loss. Equals to ?? Ugly shit.

Horrible microecons. horrible econs. whatever. Why izzit that the grade C and the word "credit" starts with the same letter? Forget it. And the SENSELESS project is really a WASTE of my time. I have to research on some mortgage loans & property sector. *puke*

I have been thinking. Read susan blog and thinking abt it. I CAN't understand HOW izzit that relationship takes time and trust to build but it can be gone the next minute. It takes one mistake, one stupid thing, one gossip, one misunderstanding or even silence and is ALL gone. GONE. gone and gone. LOST. Friendship, kinship... Relationship is really a TWO way traffic to work, if u alone trying to do something but the other party simply dun care then u know the answer already. but at least u TRIED ur best so u will NOT have any regrets when u look back. Relationships are vulnerable. so vulnerable. Thats why true friends dun just come by chance. At the end of life, u may be only left with a few friends coz people and things change. Maybe is all FATED. I dunno wat to do either. Maybe i should let things be. yeah. Why be so hard on myself? I sound like a preacher here. Enough for the day. ShUt Up.