Time flies. 2 months passed since my taiwan trip. Back from yet another trip.

I was quite touched when i knew he went around to help me find my wallet. Then i reminded myself why am i feeling this way? I am finding excuses and reasons so as not to fall in love with my best friend. Since he is my best friend, i am sure he feels obliged to help me get my wallet. Though i did not expect to but i guess he feels obliged.

Conclusion is I don't like him. I am just confused.

So near yet so far. I find myself interested in this colleague that sits very near me. I am quite shocked that i feel this way. I am already 27 years old, why do i have crush on guys? A 27-year-old girl or woman should not have crush on guy.

有缘千里来相会，无缘对面不相逢

The above words describe us. If we are not fated to be, sitting so near also does not mean anything. What should i do? What can i do?

I think i can only let this crush slowly fate away.