Ni zhen is right. NO use thinking of "what if", what abt the future? GOOD question but NO answer. I dun've a solid, concrete plan though there're a lot thinking and scenarios on my mind about my future. Perhaps to be a mother of 2 like you :) If i'm a single, i wan to earn more money to go travelling around the world. If i'm going to be married, i wan to give my children the best, NOT in terms of material stuff or money.

All these finance crap thing i'm learning is valuable knowledge in singapore but NOT my type of thing. Knowledge in Finance can u earn big money, but so? So many pple in nus ntu, or so many pple everywhere have to make do with what they have for the sake of a degree, for the sake of being in a prestigious uni. They fought so hard with what they dun like, with the hectic workload. So many have done it. That's their own problem, NOT mine. There are also those blessed, lucky, rich chaps with money to choose, not only the course, but the university too. That's also their problem. At least i know i'm not poor until i've to support my own education.

Message of the day: IF before u done it, u already knew u wont do well becoz u simply dun've the heart to do it well. Either change the "heart", do it well OR stop doing it. 要做就要到最好，不然就不要做。

I'm closing down my blog soon or i'll blog even less often. Cant write things off my mind freely here, pointless.