I think i really do have a problem here... when others are worried and pissed abt not doin well for tests, i'm NOT! I mean i kinda expected that i wld get such a grade for the macroeconomics test. And i always use the same excuse to console myself for the lousy grades & get away with the fact that i didnt study hard. What excuse? ---> "I never take econs before... thats y...and i dun like econs...econs not my type of thing..." I'm always finding excuses to console myself for my laziness, for my cant-be-bothered attitude. And when i know my buddy has got a HD, i was surprised coz he also didnt take econs b4. NOw i know, i really need to change my mediocre attitude, i juz hate to be competitive, is juz NOT in me, or maybe it is that i've yet to realize my "competitive potentials" or perhaps the bottom line is i dun even like wat i'm doing thats y?... And i hate the damn government for telling us to stay competitive so we wont lose out... blah x 3... ok i'm a bit anti-govt...

message of the day: If you've never study a subject before is not an excuse to not to do well in it. I wan to believe that miracles do happen, i wan to remain hopeful, and i only run to Him when i've problems, i shall pray more...

"With men this is impossible, but with God all things are possible." -Matthew 19:26

"Enter by the narrow gate; for wide is the gate and broad is the way that leads to destruction... Because narrow is the gate and difficult is the way that leads to life..." -Matthew 7:13