After rotting at home for 2 whole days, i went out today since early morning. I had an appointment with a skin specialist. And my doctor is on maternity leave, so another female doctor (again!!) is standin in for her. I think i'm a sexist. I know women can be equally capable as men but i somehow dun trust female doctots especially today's one. She dosent look like a doctor at all and she's extremely skinny... ok i shall being stop being judgemental. Pple are judgemental and will comment on 1st impressions. We cant escape from that. If there are things u cant change in life, learn to accept them for the way they are. Anyway my horrible acne problem is on and off... how i envy those with good complexion.

Then me & mum shopped at orchard awhile coz mum said she has nothin to buy. Mum already has a lot of clothes, takin up my cupboard space too. After that i went to meet ni zhen & wendy at si mei. We went ni zhen's house, i didnt know is a condo! Wao! Very nice fountains & kids pool. We completed a jigsaw puzzle together for yue ting birthday present. (Dun tell her ok, then it'll be a surprise). And ni zhen's cat look like some expensive, rare breed cat but it used to be a stray cat. It looks scary when i 1st saw it. I dun like cats. They dun feel as friendly as dogs. They give me a very mysterious feeling. Pls dun take offence, cat lovers.

For dinner, met up with my secondary sch old mates! WAh.... it been such a long time since i last saw u, feli! Suppose to have more pple but only 5 of us.. the usual more- on- pple. haha. We ate at billy bombers at hereen then we sat at mc cafe where we started some serious talks abt *ahhem... and we were kinda loud but who cares. But i'm not the one talkin most of the time, coz i've no experience. I didnt know they are so open abt certain things like xxx. They really grown up when i think of our good days back in sch.... B4 i met them, i knew they were gg to talk about relationships as usual. They can never avoid that topic! Pple at our age always talk abt relationships, mayb this is a sweepin statement to u. But pple around me seem to be all caught up in some love problems whether they've a stead or not. We had a really good conversation, now i know more abt.... I thought we went home too early but everybody was tired. My fren asked me why i am still not attached and who likes me, i like who...blah x3. The same old questions i have been repeatedly ask.

To my dear frenz who are concerned abt my love life>>> Let me tell u why i'm not attached:

nobody likes me &

i dun like anybody.

i've never seriously like a guy b4 i supposed coz

i dun wan to be hurt.

i hate guys but i love them as frenz,

i'm not pretty enough, but i'm proud of myself and thank God for who i'm.

i've bad complexion but i learn to live with it,

i think i'm weird,

i may be a lesbian subconsciously but i only like guys,

i'm juz waiting patiently & eagerly for the right person.

Pple who read my blog often will know i dun write much on my feelings & thoughts. This is unlike me, i'm not so open abt personal things on blog. But pple do change with time, pple are constantly changing. Thats it for now. And my girl frenz wan to introduce me to some guys...

To my dear frenz>>> we are all from girls sch but i know them, dun make me sound so pathetic ok :p haha But still if there's any good catch muz tell me! haha. Ok I'm gg to start my nonsense again. I'll stop here. Hope to see u pple soon.