Friday, October 08, 2004

Whats wrong w me.

I've the sian look. So if i'm pissed, i cant hide. Is written on my face. I'm not good at hiding emotions. If i find something funny even if is not a joke, i'll laugh out very loud. I'm a loud person anyway. But i'm the kind who complains to pple & i'll get over it. If i dun complain or find some way to let it out, i'll juz die of unhappiness.
We haven't dicuss on menton project part 2 question & thats the more crucial qn. So i woke up early to do some draft 1st. My parents went jb, so i had to help my mum hang the washed clothes & get ready b4 gg out. By the time i'm done with it, it was already 12.30 and i dun wan to be late for the meeting at 1. I would be very late if i take bus. And i still had to walk to the bus stop which is 15 mins walkin distance. I took a cab. Is $6.90. I was the earliest. Then i went comp lab to print the draft, coz my printer giving me problems again. To my horror, the lab 5.30 printer has no ink. Fazila sms me that she'll be really late and apologized. Then gilbert came with something in point form when it shd be a proper write up. We havent discuss anything on part 2 and with no draft to show her coz of the printers!! I seem to be only one worrying abt the draft, and whether we are doing the right thing. And it was not a constructive discussion, too much distractions. I dun understand how izzit that pple have no sense of urgency. I'm not the leader nobody in the group is but i'm tired of taking initiatives, i'm tryin to be assertive but hard to get pple to follow. I even wondered if i've attitude problem.

I wasn't concentrating during class. Then during break, ping2 & fazila accompany me to find one lab with printers working. To ping2 & fazila, thanks. She approved the draft. I asked Gil to take care of everything for the next wk coz i'm tired. Hey Gilbert thanks a lot ya for listening to me, i know i can be very temperamental at times. I wonder whats wrong with me today. Was at bus stop, went back to school to find my thumb drive and later i found it in my bag! but i'm okay now. I still like my group. I'm learning. And i'm glad there are opportunities for me to learn to work in a team. This world juz doesnt revolve around me only.

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