Saturday, February 25, 2006

I am very lazy to blog. plain lazy. Posted pictures of my little niece and my friends. Met my cj friends abt 1 mth ago b4 chinese new yr. Sort of to celebrate my birthday but it was more of a class gathering. Its not easy getting these guys together for a meal! I was from science class in jc, so most of my classmates are guys. yup. I hope all of us will find our own goals in life. People at different stage of life talk abt different things. When would be the next time we meet? What would we talk abt the next time? Work? Marriage?

Plan, plan & plan... What is your plan for life now? I am always trying to plan. but somehow the plan gets no where. means no plan in the end. I remember a teacher once told me, if u set ur goals early, u already know wat u want, u will work harder towards it. No time wasted. I miss school life, miss school uniform, miss the teachers that chase after us for homework & getting angry with the boys...

what's next now? What is the next step?

I just hope one day i wake up, my skin will be become wat it was. Do u believe in last life? Buddists believe in reincarnation. Christains believe they only live one life. Karma? There is a saying in chinese 无仇不成父子。 无怨不成夫妻。I heard it from tvb drama, haha. so i dun know if they are passed down from the great chinese ancestors. It means if there is no hatred or some form of vengeance, 2 pple wld not become father & son or become couple. I interpret it as 2 pple own each other a lot in their last life, so they become couple or father and son.

I believe in last life. I believe and accepted Christ but i'm more of free thinker. My main point is i wonder wat did i do wrong in my last life to deserve a bad complexion? Dun worry, i am not sad. Its not the end of the world. Conclusion is: The retribution for sins u've committed will fall on u but it mayb in your next life or on the people u love. Who knows? I used to think if i have $, i can fulfill my dreams. I have $ to go overseas to do study what i like. I would have done a dietician degree. Then what abt those who are borned with a silverspoon in their mouths? The rich. The pretty. the clever. Its NO use envying them. Its their fate. Its their life. 这是他们的命。

Am i getting long-winded? haha. one thing leads to another. one thought leads to another. So what is next?

No idea.

Next is abt my little baby niece. I went over to my sis-in-law's house yesterday. I carried her for only 15 mins and my arms were already aching!!! She has running nose, so need to carry and coddle her to sleep. We carried her for abt 1 hr in different positions then she finally falls asleep! When my arms were aching while carrying her, i understood a bit of - "Its NOT easy to bring up a child". Cheers to all great mothers & fathers in this world.

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