MAYDAY!!! wowho!!! They are not any good looking guys but they are TaLentEd MeN!!! When i heard it from tv for 1st time i LOVE it!!! Saw the lead singer, ah xin, singing this song on tv. Simple yet touching lyrics & music. Zhi Zu - Contented. How& when do you feel contented? Human beings can never be contented, we always want more & better things!! We dun stop there, we keep improving, keep discovering new technology.. and there comes all the mp3 players, 3G phones... ...

Looking at my stage of life, i cant say i'm very contented coz no1 can ever be fully contented but i'm some what a easily contented person. I juz want to do well in the things i do but not being at the top of others. How to say? Competition is good but i want to do things for myself not to outdo others & climb to the top. I dun like fierce competition that spoils relationships in office and blahh.. Friendly competition?? Possibly its alright.

I'm contented with certain things... I feel so fortunate for having my family & friends. When i hear pple complain abt their siblings or how they wish they can have a brother or sister, I know i'm really lucky becoz i'm the youngest in the family. I've both an elder sister & oldest brother who're much older than me. Not that we're very close but i'm thankful for them. They took care of me when i was a baby. Now they are all so busy~! Brother used to pick dishes for me during meals, my bowl would be full and i can't finish!!! Then he would scold me!!! He scolded me quite often when i was in primary school. Scolded me for what issues?? Dunno. I only know he was fierce when he reprimanded me, i cried. I cant rememeber all now.. i juz realised only a small portion of my memories go to my family!!! This is bad. i need to recall... Next, when i was sitting on the rocking chair in grandparents house, (those chairs that can swing slightly forward & backwards), he would stand behind the chair & scare me, coz i dun dare to "rock" the chair too hard. *irritating :p

As for sis, the only thing is shopping with her coz her dress sense is better than mine. I used to be the family spoilt brag until i entered sec. school.. haha. cant believe rite. Now i am not even the family princess :( Ya and the whole family complexion is far better than mine, so my pimple-problem is not hereditary, is retribution. Good question here, so what is the root of the problem? The doctors probably wont know, but they are "closer" to the answer. I had seen a few doctors, they all gave me same medicine & same story.

Gosh! See how i can talk abt one thing to another that is not related at all!!! Shall continue with my feelings abt this song & the title when my mood comes... i need to sleep now!!!